HAI!

This morning.. Doing duty.. patrolling with KK.. I was shocked by cam... She was like infront of me and i never took any notice.. She suddenly said HAI!! Im like.. O_O!! then i flashed an awkward smile and said hi! =D She scared the wits out of me.. =D I never saw that coming ya noe.. Well thats what you get for having an especially friendly sista! =D

Im so screwed now... I have no idea where my Charlie Compre went.. It probably went North pole trying to look for polar bears...  I guess i have to ask fuzzy whether he got it or not... Y^Y I realised i underwent a change in my life some time during the holidays.. Dejected and depressed.. I changed completely into someone else.. I laugh as loud as i can in school and i am no longer afraid.. I realised that in front of the camera, Is the person whom i see as myself.. I have a passion for filming and acting.. Along with Hafiz, syakir, weikeong.. we wanna take Diploma in FSV..  If Exploding Makcik wants to take FSV too.. I guess we'll make a good three-men team.. All these i cant see... For i have no eyes that can see the future.. =D

Im sure we'll make an Awesome team....

I made several test videos with my brother in my house.. The more i do it.. The more i realised that acting is one of the more fundamental part of filming.. Other than angles and VFX and SFX.. Acting is the thing that conveys the message to the audience.. If we can act good.. Then our videos will be as great as Freddiew's one.. =D

YOU GUYS ARE HAPPY!! I AM HAPPY TOO!! JUST NOW ME AND FIZ STAYED BACK TO DO HMWK AND WE TALKED TO JINLI AND ARIEL... WE MADE ALOT OF DIRTY JOKES AND HAD FUN JOKING ABT WK SLEEPING ON THE SOFA.... =D EH! THE BOUNCY BALL!! =D

GOING HOME... I saw Ms Xu.. I said hi and i smiled.. WK said he saw her eating.. Which according to him.. Is rare.. Well.. I dunno... Maybe she was hungry? =D

I HAVE A PRESENT FOR YOU. HA!

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Orange.

Orange, orange, What a color!

Lighting up the darkest colors..

Warming up the darkest days..

Its a color that i'll use to describe you.

Its a color that i'll use, only to describe a select few.

For this color,

Is for the one who shown me light.

Is for the one who pulled me out of my plight.

Is for the one who helped me when i cried.

This color is for you.

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I made someone happy todae! =D

I made my Sista happy todae.. she's was sad.. So i said whats the prob? Then blablabla tok tok tok.. Then she's like THANK YOU! BROTHA! <3! =D Thats sweet.. you see.. In making others happy, you make yourself happy too... I feel hyper now... Why do i feel so hyper every single time i post?!?!?! WEHEEJEJEJEJE!!! Imma super nova! Super duper fly! That song's stuck in my head.. Another song also.. A malay song, fantasia bulan madu, given to me by hafiz... Somehow i can sing that song without problems.. I also seem to feel.. What the singer is saying though i dun understand. That is the power of music, It crosses all boundaries, languages, races, religions and beliefs.. It is one thing in everyone.. The power to evoke feelings and the power to charge the mind.

I believe, i always do.. That music is always the spark of love.. =D Oh hai! =D I feel happy in saying that i like someone who may/may not, does/does not like me.. =D I actually feel that i dun like anyone anymore.. Im tired of it all.. Since that incident, I think i feel dejected.. =D

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Music.

I believe that music is the spark of love..

I wish that it is my story,

I wish that it will be my story.

With you, With me.

The tone and the feel.

The music and the lyrics..

The love and the awesomeness behind it..

I always believed that i am your vocal, and you're my music.

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I LOVE! yew~!

YES! You got that right, its true! Like you even care. Well.. The purpose of the post is to make you feel loved in case you need any.. Im sure everybody needs love in some point of their live.. Ah nevermind.. I'm used to loving others and not get back any... I wished that one day, somebody will say, i love you, out of randomness... THANK YOU! I LOVE YOU! Its ok! take your time...

I Like filmmaking... If only we have a female actress.. It will be great.. It will be GREAT! It makes our production less macho-lised.. =D

Aiyah.. dun think about it lah.. dun think im gonna be your BF.. cos you're too awesome for me.. You're too good to be true.. WOW! Loving myself and consoling myself this way helps.. Ok, seriously.. Imma failure.. NO!! IMMA SURVIVO!! BAPAK KAU GILA NENEK KAU BODOH MACAM POWER RANGER!!

IM HYPER-ACTIVE-A! =D

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I LOVE YEW!

I love trees!

I love yew!

I love!

I Love!

I LOVE!!

But somehow,

I realised,

That like trees,

My love dies out quickly,

But if i sustain that love,

It will go on for a thousand years.. 

From these trees, new stories are born, new trees are born.... 

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WAZZZZZUPPPPPPPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Restarting my blog again... Blog died for awhile cos of work and having nothing to talk about.. OH OH OH!~! I noe! i'm gonna post pictures of my recent work.. The M4A1 Carbine, i believe many of you guys saw it before today, hafiz, wk, Makcik and Jacob.. Thnx for saying my house is tidy Cik!  the original picture is THIS!!

PRESS!!>>>>http://www.facebook.com/home.php?#!/photo.php?fbid=132882726772582&set=a.127861317274723.18758.127327823994739&theater<<<PRESS!

 My proud M4A1 is made for my brother as his birthdae present.. i dont think he noe it.. but he can read this blog too... Anyway.. Lets look at it!!

ME with the Unmodded M4A1!

 My Brotha with unmodded M4A1!

 Finally modded M4A1

Pictures just does not do it justice! Y^Y..

I noe! I can talk about my friends.. i can talk about how much i like my friends and the ends i'll go to for them..

Once wk asked me:
"Eh Jason, if you see Fiz being bullied by some gangsters, what would you do?"
My answer:
"I'll shout "OI! KANINA!" then chiong them.."

I guess if it really happens.. I'll probably call the police.....................................then chiong them.. =D

My philosophy is that everybody is my friend.. But those who are not, are my arch-enemies.. and for my friends.. i'll cross the valley of the shadow of death, i'll cross the river of fire and i'll jump into a sea of knives. Loyalty is the thing with which i live upon.

The story of my life, is like any other. The waves which i ride upon, will soon crash upon myself.

Ok, enough of the philosophy stuff.. You, you and you ARE AWESUM! HAHA!! AHHAHAHAHAHHAHAH!!!... finally for once!!!! Cameron said hi. The first time i met her was on facebook... The last time i met her was when she said, "Jason, hai!" =D It made my day.. To see the real person behind the screen.. and knowing that she is the same as herself in the internet..  Somehow the only two girls who will willingly talk to me is Sam and Cameron.. weird right? one is my blackshot buddy.. the other is my facebook spammer.. =D

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Love to Hatred turn'd.

The base Injustice thou hast done my Love:

Yes, thou shalt know, spite of thy past Distress,

And all those Ills which thou so long hast mourn'd;
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Heav'n has no Rage, like Love to Hatred turn'd,

Nor Hell a Fury, like a Woman scorn'd.

 

Love to hatred.

Its not so simple as butter to mould.

Its not so easy to comprehend and understand.

If only i had loved you more.

I would not be crying more.

If only i had hated you then.

I would have left it at that.

But i did not turn love into hatred.

For i know it is I,

I am the one who scorn'd.

I am the one where heaven has no rage.

I am the one where hell hath no fury.

I am the one that caused this all.

Yet i believe you're more hurt then me.

So go for him,

Go for him.

I won't mind.

I won't mind.

I never did.

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C TEEEEEEEE!!! RASA SAYANG EH~~~~~~~~ RASA SAYANG SAYANG EH~~~~~~ EH~~~~NINA NAUH JAUT RASA SAYANG SAYANG EH~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

"Whenever i am feeling low, I look around me, and i know, there's a place that will stay within me, wherever i may chose to go."

This is a song i will sing. When i leave Singapore.

CIP was more like an outing for 4 of us.. a great time to bond..=D