mp5 full feature showcase.. =D

ok! How this? im rushing.. so.. no words spoken.. somehow i dun feel safe going tmr.. knowing full well the dangers of going home late.. =D

ok adios amigo..

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Good nite.

i've been wanting to say this for a while now..

I just hope you're listening.

I just hope that whatever i say is not the wind blowing at your ears..

I just hope it'll be the sweetest thing you'll ever hear..

I just truly wish you a Merry Merry Christmas.

But on top of that.

A very good nite!

A friend once told me i should reply wish someone well when she wishes me good nite.

I just hope you'll wish me nites too.

 =D Nites! <3

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By the request of two of my fiends..

I mean FRIENDS! I decide to update my blog just for todae.. =D There's nothing really to update abt.. but i'll just show some pictures of the Ak 101 i worked on... Just a simple paint job..

Nothing really extraordinary..
Dun really noe why the picture's so weird.. dun care also..

Oh.. these few daes got me aching... doing parkour with wk and fiz near his house.. and playing with cute cats! we named a few who dared to play with us.. (cos most of them are scared of humans.. T_T) Sally is a cute cat... Cally is a cutie who loves to bite me..Cookie is the Tabby who loves to sleep.. brownie is the little kitten who loves to yawn.. =DD

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I feel good.

I feel good when you're there..
But i'll probably feel better if you're by my side..

I wish that you'll not be plagued by problems..
I wish that i'll stop being a problem for you..
But i still wish for your happiness..

Merry Christmas!
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Felis Navidad to all my fiends! Fizzy, wk, siti..

Its been such a long long time since i updated my blog..

These few daes was quite fun as i went out with Hafiz, WK, syakir and his cousin farhan?.. Looking around singapore for the best location for a MV we're making this week.. Yesterdae we met up with the indonesian Andi to start filming.. He's quite a nice guy though his accent's pretty strong.. He says ours is also very strong.. =D

Anyway yesterdae we had several takes at clarke quay.. with hafiz venting his anger on the friggin reflector as andi didn't know what hafiz was saying.. XDD It was the first time that we ever collaborated with youtubers from other countries.. maybe next time we will have youtubers from america? europe? russia? maybe even from the north or south pole! =DD

Um.. todae i sorta skipped the production cos my mum wouldn't let me out cos no money.... Hopefully tomorrow i can if i fork out some of my money.. T_T

I've seen many beautiful girls while we're out on the streets.. when we see these girls we will tell each other.. Panas!! then NOT so beautiful girls we will say.. Long kang.. =DD  some of them are really pretty.. but sadly.. They are see no touch.. can see, cannot touch.. T_T

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Paragon.

To me you're more than just a crush.

To me you're more than someone i love.

To me you're a paragon.

A perfect ideal person.

To others you might not be.

But to me.

You're definitely.

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OMG! MY BLOG!! NEGLECTED FOR A WEEK!!

Sorry sorry sorry sorry yande yande yande yande... =D I was too focused on my mp5 modification... and bs.. too... I cant really say that blogging is my hobby now.. =D Now im gonna go and paint my ak camo.. =D

Something for you guys to see...

Any comments?

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Crush.

Whenever you look at me..

I feel crushed..

Whenever i talk to you..

I feel like crashing...

The only time i can talk to you..

Is when you're no longer my crush..

When you're no longer the love of my life..

When you're just a friend.. 

But for now..

I much rather enjoy not talking to you.. =D

Silence is golden..

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I BOUGHT A SNIPER SCOPE TOOOOO!!!! WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

RUNESCAPE!!

IM PLAYING RUNESCAPE! I LIKE RUNESCAPE!! =DD

OK.. BE SHOCKED!! MUHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!! OK.. I have nothing to tok abt..

Bye bye.

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Love.

Love. 

Its so simple a word..

Yet its so complicated in life. 

If only i can understand you.

Love is not just a single word.

It is three.

I.LOVE.YOU.

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A need to dominate.

I sometimes couldn't get it.. Why some people just like to dominate others or control others? Is it because they fear what the weak can achieve if they turn strong? OR is it a sense of insecurities.. Are the truly weak the one who tries to control? Or the one who need not control? Some people are just really that "fake" dominator.. They are really weak inside.. True that nobody is perfect.. I maybe a dominator too... But i noe that and im trying to change.. But i dun understand what is it that needs to be changed..

I just realised there's alot of people with anti-social disorder.. People who have anti-social disorder are often males.. They try VERY hard to dominate and control others.. They try VERY hard to keep the "weak" from going over them.. They TRY VERY HARD to be superior.. They are those you call "jerks" Those who TRIES VERY HARD TO BECOME MORE MAN. So much they become insensitive jerks..  I guess its enough with the ranting...  Can anyone tell me why some people like the power of domination? I hate myself for being a dominator... I feel like a jerk when i tell people to do something they wouldn't like.. But i cant stop it.. Wonder if anybody can just tell me why..

OK... BACK TO SOMETHING LIGHTER... YOYOYOOYOYOYYOYOYOYOOOO SISTA!!.... I got an idea for your fanfic.. more in depth actually rather than just a title.. =D There's this guy who goes to work every morning.. Boring boring work.. Then recently a girl starts to make an appearance at the bus stop.. The guy somehow likes the girl.. then they....become closer friends... until one day the girl suddenly disappears... urgh... im bad at stories.... i dunno how to continue ordy....anyway hope you'll look at this and hopefully give you more ideas... I wonder why im doing this? Maybe cos im bored? or is it because i want to make something out of that idea.... dun mind me.. =D

HMMM... Im getting bored talking through the blog... Im getting bored only having one friend updating blogs...

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Paramount.

Paramount.

Top of the line..

Higher than the mountains..

Greater than the seas..

Can i ever be someone fit enough to be named Paramount?

Or can i be someone fit enough to be named Paragon?

Neither.

For IM_Paramount.

That is my name.

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a kiss to build a dream on..

=D =D =D


Im in LOVE!! There's this really pretty girl who is really pretty who is really kind.. She is really perfect!! Ok.. Im just joking.. I've been staying at home until im gonna melt.. I never seen any girl at home except my mom and my god-sister.. I feel very very very very empty... I envy those who have someone they like.. I don't have one.. But i don't feel anything.. which is good..

Like the love quote from above... I'm not in love.. therefore now my poem sucks.. anyway.. I KNOW WHAT YOU CAN NAME YOUR FANFIC SITI! "LOVE IN THE BUS STOP"!!! Ok.. Im just joking.. I realised im only talking to you through the blog... cos everyone else stopping bloggin ordy..T_T

WE're gonna do a MV for an Indonesian band!! I think.... I imagine.. a story.. abt a guy who fell in love with a girl who he will always see at the bus stop...

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A dream..

I dreamed a dream..

Of you with me..

Of us..

Of Bliss and Harmony..

I imagined a life..

With you..

With our families..

With our hopes and wishes...

But i realised..

That in the end.

It is just wishful thinking..

It is just a dream..

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If anybody asks.. Yes, these poems are from myself.