Waah,, Sad sia.. Waah.. Jialat sia,,

I feel like im FUBAR-ed.. Well.. I cant say for sure i am giving up now.. I just dunno what i should do.. I dunno where the hell i am heading.. I feel blinded by what's happening around me.. Talk much to her todae.. Didnt let my feelings show.. Treated her like a normal friend.. How the hell am i going to lie to the whole world for half a year? Can it be done? Is there enough time for me.. ?

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Roses are red.

Roses are red,

Violets are blue.

Can i stay true?

If i belong to you?

Would you believe me?

When i say i HATE YOU!

Would you believe me?

When i say I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOU!

You wouldn't,

Because my feelings will show.

Bright Crimson Red.

Gloomy Marine Blue.

I am Blue while you are Red.

Would you wait for me to become Red? 

No.

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